dilip

It is 26 now instead of 25. Every year after 25 makes you feel more anxious of fast depleting time in hand and what you can do with it. It is said that if you target 80, after a point of time, you do not look at 26, 27, so on... but at (80-26), (80-27), so on.

Looking back, this year was not as good as the earlier one which was one of the best. But it sure was filled up with many events. But most of them were "somewhat expected" eluding me that excitement one enjoys sometimes. And there were many events that were supposed to happen but did not materialize. And I had to sit through days waiting for them to occur...

I am somewhat satisfied how things have turned out. I would have loved to play with fire more but I still do not know what to find dry wood to light up fire.

And I have reached a mental stage where I only have myself to reason with and only myself answerable to for all my actions, pursuits and interests and not furnish excuses for myself.

Nothing is more exciting than flirting with your own destiny.